11th january will be perhaps the last day, after which I will let go all my dreams escape to the realms of possibilities .Life has been fair so far. Sometimes I tend to surprise even myself by asking such inane questions that I think any Tom,Dick & Harry could answer.Guess what !! I dont know why but I love struggling. Things which comes easily to me doesn't satiate my cravings , but the things for which I crave and provided I succeed in those, give me satisfaction to the hilt of my heart.
Sometimes I keep on interrogating myself for the purpose of my existence in this world. Some wants to be money-minting machine , some motivating leaders , some tech-geek ...and every someone I know ,has some purpose of their existence . Then why the hell life has to be so tough for me. Sometimes I want to run a NGO (weird feeling I have that I can be a harbinger of new India..Period.) , sometimes I want to be a dynamic HR manager , and then author , guitarist and god knows what....you name it and I got it. Four years of frustoo life has taken from my life the most precious moments , but in return has helped me to understand this world in a new perspective. It's really amazing that everyday , unconsciously I become a slightly better human ( at least ,I think so..). Despite there being lot of things that I don't like about me , there are multitude of things which I love about myself . I call spade a spade .I have my own set of convictions and opinions which help me to get a realistic opinion. God always chose me to struggle through my paths but believe me , this is the reason I will be fiercely successful some day. Thank you god , may you always choose tough life for me so that It would make me more determined as a person and justify my reasons of existence. Its a life which I am in enamored with lately , and despite being ignorant of my other such skills , I will keep on exploring until a day which nulls out my reason of existence . Its really amazing with me , the things which I fear most ,eventually happen to me and turn me into a new leaf .Hope this New year bring all cherished dreams and ambitions to the fore of everyone's life including me.
Adios !!
Sometimes I keep on interrogating myself for the purpose of my existence in this world. Some wants to be money-minting machine , some motivating leaders , some tech-geek ...and every someone I know ,has some purpose of their existence . Then why the hell life has to be so tough for me. Sometimes I want to run a NGO (weird feeling I have that I can be a harbinger of new India..Period.) , sometimes I want to be a dynamic HR manager , and then author , guitarist and god knows what....you name it and I got it. Four years of frustoo life has taken from my life the most precious moments , but in return has helped me to understand this world in a new perspective. It's really amazing that everyday , unconsciously I become a slightly better human ( at least ,I think so..). Despite there being lot of things that I don't like about me , there are multitude of things which I love about myself . I call spade a spade .I have my own set of convictions and opinions which help me to get a realistic opinion. God always chose me to struggle through my paths but believe me , this is the reason I will be fiercely successful some day. Thank you god , may you always choose tough life for me so that It would make me more determined as a person and justify my reasons of existence. Its a life which I am in enamored with lately , and despite being ignorant of my other such skills , I will keep on exploring until a day which nulls out my reason of existence . Its really amazing with me , the things which I fear most ,eventually happen to me and turn me into a new leaf .Hope this New year bring all cherished dreams and ambitions to the fore of everyone's life including me.
Adios !!
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