Was elated to see my result today . Not that I scored 99% or was among 100 rankers but I was elated to see the scores exactly I predicted . I try to gauge myself after each test and am pretty complacent with my results . I scored 90% ( my first psychological barrier ..) though I messed up big this time .The only thing so far good is that , I have a full acknowledgment of my strengths and weaknesses . Since I have already made up my mind that there will be no more head-breaking next year for CAT , I need to improve every passing day .
Where I could have easily scored few more marks and catapulted myself to top 500 , I messed it up but this time even TIME contributed a lot of hassles in this. People ,some , take tests as respite from humdrum daily work and create nuisance for others and exactly this happened in previous test . TIME'S lackadaisical approach towards maintaining discipline did enrage me earlier but things now seems to be running over head.Coupled with the fact , that I lose concentration easily when someone pulls this sort of plug does not help me . No invigilator could be seen around and lovebirds giggling all over had definitely consumed my precious minutes and hence caused me to hit breaks at every juncture.
Anyway , it's not an excuse but things could be taken care of so it should be taken care of . May be, I need to sit near couples and start practicing so that they can not be deterrent in achieving my goal. Add to that even my sweat-glands keep on continuing to irritate me .The only solace I can take now is that CAT is in November and things will turn out better for sure.
Wanted to write about financial crisis in US but ended up venting my frustrations . It's umpteen times , I have done it . mea culpa !
Where I could have easily scored few more marks and catapulted myself to top 500 , I messed it up but this time even TIME contributed a lot of hassles in this. People ,some , take tests as respite from humdrum daily work and create nuisance for others and exactly this happened in previous test . TIME'S lackadaisical approach towards maintaining discipline did enrage me earlier but things now seems to be running over head.Coupled with the fact , that I lose concentration easily when someone pulls this sort of plug does not help me . No invigilator could be seen around and lovebirds giggling all over had definitely consumed my precious minutes and hence caused me to hit breaks at every juncture.
Anyway , it's not an excuse but things could be taken care of so it should be taken care of . May be, I need to sit near couples and start practicing so that they can not be deterrent in achieving my goal. Add to that even my sweat-glands keep on continuing to irritate me .The only solace I can take now is that CAT is in November and things will turn out better for sure.
Wanted to write about financial crisis in US but ended up venting my frustrations . It's umpteen times , I have done it . mea culpa !
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